突破的生命主啊，曾几何时诗歌已不再动听，
诗词也不再动心？我才发现我已与你远离。
我的心，灵，诚实，你去了哪里？
口口声声的说我爱你，
所行的路又为何相反？
黑暗幽谷中我看到了希望，
主的光正在照耀，永不动摇。
神的怜悯与宽恕，我不配，
但他却仍旧永不改变。
主啊，求你赐我有突破的生命
不再被罪恶挟制捆绑，
求你使我被你的灵沐浴，
生命中有你的爱流露。
天天步行光明之中，
永远不动摇。
My Rock and my FortressBlessed be the Lord, for His steadfast love to me,
Plunged into darkness, a worthless soul He seeks.
Breathed his last breathe for me,
To rise again to be the king that I seek.
My Rock and my Fortress,
Salvation has come forth from thee.
A sinner as I am, You redeemed me.
Into your hands i commit my spirit,
Lord please use me as yur own.
For you who was enthroned over the flood,
Sits enthroned forever more...
Lord, my Comfort and Strengthen, refuge in you i seek,
Unbroken promises in the words that you speak.
You are the rock of refuge for me,
And the strong fortress you will always be.
My Rock and my Fortress,
Salvation has come forth from thee.
A sinner as I am, You redeemed me.
Into your hands i commit my spirit,
Lord please use me as yur own.
For you who was enthroned over the flood,
Sits enthroned forever more...
(Wrote this after reading Psalms 31 and was thinking about the things that has been going on since the beginning of the year....)
主是我力量我力量，主是患难中力量；
主是我幫助我幫助，主是隨时幫助。
主是避难所我避难所，主是坚固避难所；
主是我力量我力量，惟主是避难所。
大地虽會改变，高山虽會动摇，
大海翻腾大浪颤抖但我们卻不害怕，
喂哦，喂哦，喂哦，喂哦......
HEY HEY! Paeds is damn fun haha now i think i am regressing to a kid too...
ALl the babies and the toys... all of a sudden i realise that i understand the googaga language of babies and even how to communicate with them... haha... Now i at least made frens with 3-4 kids haha... The learning is good too cos its likely partly a rev of the adult stuff and all the fun and laughter and all the profs doing stupid faces to babies in tutorials made lessons even more interesting...
Being driving for about 3 weeks liao... and my triangle is going off soon.. haha.. drivings fun and really distressing=)
A focused life allows me to balance even in the midst of trouble, falling but always able to get back to the original point=)
1)I must know where my focus is
2)I must be able to shift my "weight" towards that focus
Just like e "balancing eagle"=)
O the bitter shame and sorrowO the bitter shame and sorrow,
That a time could ever be,
When I let the Savior’s pity
Plead in vain, and proudly answered,
“All of self, and none of Thee!”
Yet He found me; I beheld Him
Bleeding on th’accursèd tree,
Heard Him pray, “Forgive them, Father!”
And my wistful heart said faintly,
“Some of self, and some of Thee!”
Day by day His tender mercy,
Healing, helping, full and free,
Sweet and strong, and ah! so patient,
Brought me lower, while I whispered,
“Less of self, and more of Thee!”
Higher than the highest heavens,
Deeper than the deepest sea,
Lord, Thy love at last hath conquered:
Grant me now my supplication,
“None of self, and all of Thee!”
Looking unto JesusLooking unto Jesus, Crucified,
He, on the cross for me who died,
To find in His shed blood,
Our ransom, our pardon and peace.
Looking unto Jesus, Risened,
Whose righteousness makes us so,
Though unworthy as we are,
To Him in His name we're drawn.
Looking unto Jesus, Glorified,
He who gave repentance,
And forgave my sins.
I will always love thee,
As you have loved me so.
( )
Lord I say I love You,
But my actions says I don't
Lord I say I have faith,
But faith without works is dead.
Be it a time of suffering,
Though chaos seems to reign.
I pray I will rejoice
In hope and peace you bring.
Be it a festive season,
There're rainbows after the storm,
I pray that that I will giove thanks,
Worshipping you in ardent praise.
May I show them my faith,
By my works, my love and my life.
May I love those around me,
For I once was, still is and always be loved,
By You who taught me how...
我主与我同行 我跟随主脚踪
我主为我争战 我站在磐石上
我主是我盼望 我站在高山上
我主与我 我主与我
我主与我同在
我们赞美主 哈利路亚
我们称颂耶和华
我们赞美主 哈利路亚
我们称颂耶和华
当我站在人生的交叉路口上，
当我无法知悉自己的未来。
求你作我一生的引领
告诉我当走的每一步，
光照我脚前的道路。
<<爱在呼唤>>
神就是爱
如此简单却又深奥
你还未识，
他已为你预备了永生的道
他的爱已超越了一切，
恒久忍耐，永不止息。
他赐爱子，钉死，复活，单为罪人
崩山碎石他不在其中
惟用微声轻轻呼唤，
呼唤你我背弃的心。 
回转吧，朋友！
听，他的声音多像牧人呼叫迷羊。
归回吧，朋友！
看，他正在等待你让他引你一生。
Wrote a new song=) For my friends=)Dear friend xkDear friend, just want to sing a song for you,
For all the times that we’ve been through.
Thank you for always being there,
Through the laughters that we had.
You never failed to brighten up my day,
Keeping all my doubts and fears away.
[Chorus]
Thank you , dear friend.
For always being there for me,
For being the sunshine in my life.
Chasing all my dreams on high.
Thank you, for all that you have said and done,
Heart felt memories that we’ve found.
I hope that you will always be to me,
And me to you, a real friend forevermore.
So much more time I hope we will have,
Even when the times’ so bad and mad,
We’re being hurled about in the storm.
But it always seems so bright ahead,
When we’re walking down life’s lonely road,
Because you are here with me.
[Chorus]
For my friend's friend...无奈 xk
爱为何如此的无奈?
使我想要证明它的存在? 
当你还在懵懂无知时，
它似乎已悄悄的围绕，
在你四周掀起了波澜。
但当你突然醒悟, 动了心，
想要追逐时，却发现它已不再。 无奈。那究竟是瞬间的流星，
无声的划过了黑夜的天空，
或是自己心中的梦幻?
你说爱要天时地立，
但当我有了一切，却没了你，
每一个画面里都似乎缺少了什么。 
无奈的存在，是否还值得等待?
将不快乐的存在装入瓶中，
把它扔入大海。
希望有一天它被寻回时，
无奈的等待，已成为了幸福的存在。
赞美之泉从天父而来的爱和恩典
把我们冰冷的心溶解
让我们献出每个音符
把它化为赞美之泉
让我们张开口，
举起手向永生之主称谢
使赞美之泉流入，
每个人的心间
云上太阳无论是住在 美丽的高山
或是躺卧在 阴暗的山谷
当你抬起头 你就会发现
主已为你我而预备
云上太阳它总不改变
虽然小雨洒在脸上
云上太阳它总不改变
啊…… 它不改变
My favorite song=) short yet, sweet, means so much that God never changes, he has preped for us whereever we are=)
Build me in your way (Colossian chapter 3, during youth fellowship bible study)
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Build me in your way, lord now I pray,
Now and forevermore.
Like a ship upon the shore,
My faith shall sway no more.
Let my heart grow strong,
So I can hold on.
Since the day i was reborn,
Lead me away from wrong.
Keeping all your words as mine,
Not to be binded by things of this time.
To be knitted together in love,
Never forgetting how much your salvation is worth.
To love you with all my heart,
Till from this world i depart.
Let my heart grow strong,
So I can hold on.
Since the day i was reborn,
Lead me away from wrong.
To love you with all my heart,
Till from this world i depart.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails"
"Above all the heart and soul is in the centre of it all."
It surely dosent feel good to be OWNED repeatedly by the tutor and appear like an idiot infront of patients... geez.. must work harder...=)
基督，我的生命 Jesus, my life (Colossian 4:1-4)
奇妙的恩典使我脱离了死亡，
我灵不再忧伤。
我当举目望天，
仰望主在宝座上。
基督已是我的生命，
将我藏在你里面，
使我心得受安慰，
永远称颂你。
有了耶稣，在地上我还有何思念?
还有什么所求?
只期望与他同显在荣耀的圣光中，
和他同在至千万年。
<<等>> xk
每一次的延迟是为了更美的结局?
还是为造成一辈子的遗憾?
时光的逝失，
你的心中早已有了另一个他。
为何只有失去才学会懂得珍惜?
是否你我的心真的曾经心心相印?
或是这只是我的一厢情愿?
终于来到现实的跟前，
不能不承认你在我心中所占的地位。
看着你和他的甜蜜，
我的心默默的在流泪。
若我并非真的曾经爱过，
为何会如此失落?
世界若能倒转，我希望我不曾犹豫。
但如今事与愿违，
我只求彼此能找到真正的幸福，
有情人终成眷属。
爱真的需要勇气，
去学会接受与放手。
爱好比与时间的赛跑，
一旦错过就不再。
唯有懂得珍惜你眼前所爱，
才能不会彼此受伤害。
属于你的终究属你，
永恒的情人乃是上天所赐，
你我有何必强求。。。。
Here's my first song=) it was written in a sad moment of my life this year when i felt like every single thing wasn't going according to plan, at least my own. I had felt that God had "disappeared" from my life and was no where to be found. When things were all over, i looked back and realised that God has been leading all the way and everything had happened well in his time =)
<<你怎能说没有上帝>> 
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患难来临，重担压肩头，我几乎要丧胆。
绝境中还有曙光吗?
有谁明白我的苦楚?
有谁来成为我的帮助?
Chorus
唯有耶和华，
因为他是黑暗中的晨星。
一切他都知道，他都明了。
他引领我
他安慰我，
带我经过了死阴的幽谷，
使我得以安息在溪水边。
你怎能说没有上帝?
我所经历的恩典与奇迹，人说是偶然
但又为何如此奇妙?
哪又是谁为我开路?
又是谁在前面牵我手?Here's a English one, written at around the same time, inspired by Habakkuk 3:17-19, to be able to rejoice and learn to trust in God's provision even in the worst time of m life =)Trust and Joy in the midst of trouble
Though the fig tree does not blossom,
And no fruits upon the vines.
Though the produce of the olive fails,
And in the fields no food prevails.
Flock or herd I have no more, yet,
Chorus
I will rejoice in my Lord,
I will rejoice in my saviour God.
God, my Lord, is my strength, my joy
He makes my feets like that of deers’,
Treading safely upon the heights.
Trust and joy in the midst of trouble
Glad I could take him for his word.
Trust and joy in the midst of trouble
Because of Him I know I’m able.
All I want is to rejoice in Him,
Footprints in the sand 
One night Ihad a dream.
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to me, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you
said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."...
一只蝴蝶的成长
是需要许多的勇气，挣扎和奋斗，
才有展开美丽双翅，遨向蓝天的一刻。
生命。。。也是一样，
若没有失败，泪水
心碎的冲击和历练
我们或许无法明白了解
神在我们生命中那美好的旨意是什么。
走过失败才会了解。。。
成功并不能证明我们的
生命拥有什么
流过了泪才会了解。。。
唯有神的喜乐才能使我们的
生命真正丰盛
体会心碎才会了解。。。
我们生命中所追求和
渴慕的是否是真是对
然而 走过了这些
渴望有的是一个新的生命
新的开始和新的体会
耶稣---他的宝血
将我们过去的一切
洗得彻底绝对
使我们的生命再次成为完美
你---
或许疑惑的说
你所经过的一切无人能懂
无人能了解
你只能关上心门 隐藏你的心
是乎什么都可以表现的不在乎
可是----
当你知道耶稣能够体会你的心情
你----
还能紧闭你那渴望分享
渴望被爱的心吗？无论你的曾经
是什么那并不重要
重要的是你的未来是什么？
耶稣爱你
这是千年不变的道理
耶稣疼你
他要赐给你力量更新
他要以恩典为你的冠冕
他是你的盾牌
他是你的荣耀
又是叫你抬起头来的神
籍着十字架
籍着复活
使人有永生的盼望
从主而来的生命是充满馨香
高声宣扬
尽情欢唱
且让你我一感激的心
充满生活之中
用崭新的信心 齐唱着
全新的你！Whew long time din type chinese but this passage is just too wonderful to miss.Finally got the topic of the talk from 13th - 17th june in the evenings. I had thought that it would be very boring at first but looking at the topics its sounds quite intriguing. Day1 - comparing the universe and God mentioned in the chinese historical texts and literature works to that revealed in the bible.Day 2- discussing the begining of philosopical thoughts in the chinese and hebrew contactsDay3 - Conscience, morality and a loving GodDay 4: Conscience and sinful natureDay 5 - Chinese culture in the post modern world and under the effects of globalisationThese are my translation cos the talk is in chinese and canto. These topics are not very religious and easy to understand and intriguing to most people i hope. I wouldnt miss it for anything myself. =)
Some crazy pictures of me courtesy of wenyang haha...
Lesson on brachiocephalic vein!!
Walau wenyang don't pai lar..
Wa damn hot lar... faster lei...
Hiaz... sigh...
And finally, the 2 best photos that could make wenyang a pro!!
"Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. Whoever receives one such child in my name receives me; " Matt 18 3-5Hope that i can humble myself in all things i do and not be self centred but let God be on the throne of my heart. So often do i say i have God in my heart but instead of letting him be on the throne, i myself climb onto it and then still dare to blame God for things that happened in my life because of my own foolishness..."For it is God's will that by doing right you should put to silence the ignorance of foolish men." 1 peter 2: 15I also wouldnt want to be a tripping stone to people around me and be a good example to others. People always say that Christianity is different because there is so much bad christians around and the Christianity does not teach people to do good things... With this verse, who can say that? Because its God's will that we have to do right but its just that we are always weak as humans and give others a chance to pick on us. However i feel that i must always fulfil my responsibility to live as son of the Light and shine in the darkness of the world! =)
" to aspire to live quietly, to mind your own affairs, and to work with your hands, as we charged you; " this is what i aspire to do!! stop laughing...!!Anyway tats what i have learnt from yesterday's vcf!! Actually quite a few ppl had the same thoughts.. mayb medicine people are just a little gossipy... haha
"Is there a God? Show me!!"
This is like someone asking u to prove him that there is a lion in a cage when there really is one. You say its a lion cos its got lion's mane, teeth, its got the roar of a lion, it walks, sleep like a lion and other animal trembles in fear in front of it. But the person just dun believe.. and say its a cat.. then what do you do? Well just ask the person to go into the cage and when the lion is half way chomping him into pieces he will believe its a lion.
It takes more faith and determination to believe that something is not there when it is actually there than to believe something that is there but u can't physical see it.
God does not exist because there are people believing that HE exists... He is always there... its just up to you whether you wan to believe or not...
Whats more, its human nature to find God. When people deny this mechanism, they are denying themselves as a living being, trying to hard to prove that something which is there is not there...
All religions searches for the truth or God...
Many Chinese philosophers like Kong Zi and Lao Zi search for the Tao or the Truth, but they never found it. They only become wiser in the process of finding it. They believe that there is a motive force behind why things work and how things comes about... they call this the Tao.
Buddhism search for the truth and when the founder of Buddhism thought he found it, he said he was enlightened. He realised that besides the physical world that we live in, there is a
Science searches for the truth and principles behind why everything works. It discovers a truth which is already present in the universe.
Muslims, Jews, Hinduism searches for God. But it just makes me wonder who is lost, God or man? Why is it that we are searching for God like He is lost? Who are lost? We or God?
Jesus says, " I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." John 14:6
"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved" John 3:16-17
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一切他都知道，
said that once I decided to follow you,
